So many things happened this week and my ability to respond from my highest possible place was tested over and over. It is true when your family is being threatened or your home has been disrespected and you know who did it but have to come from a higher place, this is hard but it happened. I am proud of myself for protecting my family but the thoughts I had before I realized them were all negative and opinions flew all over the place. I did realize that I needed to be the one to calm everyone down and bring peace back into my home otherwise there would be so much more to recover from. I started analyzing why something like this would happen and then I realized, everyone around me is not on the journey and they have ill feelings and thoughts toward the people that were involved. The attack was about them not me but it was still my family and my household so in my eyes it was still about me.
Instead of retaliation, I decided to talk my family about karma and not continuing to give energy to this situation but to pray that no one enters our home again because this will potentially not end well for them. Everyone is currently ok and we filed the proper reports but it still seemed so hard to forgive and take the high ground. I am on a journey to improve the life of my family and my response clearly determined theirs. I just realized how important of a role I play in my family.
It has been a rough one but I still love the ups and downs and ins and outs of my journey.
Happy Holidays everyone!